Jun 05 2019


I didn’t make this up. It sounds like science fiction. People with multiple personality disorders will exhibit different physical traits when embodying different personalities.

It’s one thing to exhibit perceived things like vocal tone or strength level or whatever. But it’s a whole different thing when actual physical attributes like eye color or illness or disease switch on and off as soon as another personality is in charge.

This just goes to show how much we don’t know about the mind body connection. It also shows how our reality is actually pretty flexible.

In my last post I wrote about just “being” yourself, but I know it wasn’t enough because what is our “self”?

I see our “self” as a combination of our belief systems and our stories that we tell ourselves. These beliefs and stories make up our personality. So, we can say our personality makes up our personal reality.

This kind of gives us a shortcut. We do need self-awareness to take inventory and de-clutter our beliefs and life stories, but if we also try to embody the personality of our desired future’s self then maybe we accelerate the process.

Jun 04 2019


Not sure who said that we are “beings” not “doings”, but I like it and just thought of it. You would think it gets easier as you get older, but it doesn’t.

I’m talking about “being” your best self as opposed to “doing” your best self. I’m not talking about laying around and chilling all day, but I am talking about letting go of ideas of what we should be doing or what we are supposed to be doing. Being who you are versus being who you think or others think you are supposed to be.

It doesn’t seem right, like am I throwing away my goals? Like there should be some kind of balance or formula of action and I think there is.

I think we need 2 things, like 2 points on a map. Point A is your purpose/passion. Point B is your goals/desires.

We spend most of our time strategizing and stressing how to get from Point A to Point B. “How?” becomes an obsession and probably the seed of comparing yourself to others creating jealousy, judgments, criticisms, etc.

The new idea is to fire up our purpose and passion (Point A) to such a great level that our goals and desires (Point B) are automatically magnetized and comes to us in it’s own way, probably completely differently than we could have imagined.

So, feeding that purpose and passion is really the only “action” that we need to worry about and maybe the most important thing we ever do.

Belief is half of it, the other half is letting go of the “how”. At that time, we are now just “being”.

May 28 2019


It’s hard to let go of the reigns. It’s hard to go with the flow and let it take us. I am seeing that the what when were why are not as important as the “how” and people struggle with it.

This is probably what I struggle with the most too. I know that I like photography. I also know that I really don’t have a desire to pitch to commercial clients or pitch to museums for exhibition. Neither seems correct for the type of photography I do, but both are how photographers make that grown man money. Add to it the fact that now all I wanna do is blog. LOL.

So “how” then? Peace gratitude joy and trust are the go to answers you find when studying this stuff. Action and goal setting too. These are the correct tools but never what you want to hear, probably because they are already in your tool box and you haven’t experienced big leaps yet. So letting go of the “how” becomes nearly impossible.

Nothing is impossible though, right? We want to steer this river from an observable viewpoint but, we are the river. We have to let go and flow up over and around the mountains or go straight through and rampage a new path. Some make it look so easy and I’m guessing it’s because they let go. They let go of any pre-conceived notions and desired outcomes and just let it flow.

The flow generates opportunities. The flow generates a higher vibration. We just have to start paying better attention and maintain a full blast flow state at all times. Easy?

May 28 2019

Energy Forecast

Energy Forecast for the week of 5/28/2019 – 6/4/2019

Lots of ups and downs the past couple of weeks for people. Some days were frantic and some days were draining where it was tough to motivate.

This week will be a relief as we are getting some well deserved calmness. We are entering a new month which will have it’s own signature, but we get some smooth sailing until then.

If you were able to integrate all the energies of the last couple weeks then this week will provide a very chill work life and personal life. I think this is because June will have some big changes and new chapters beginning as May had some chapters ending.

Just a note. Time isn’t really linear so everyone will experience what they are supposed to experience at the time they are experiencing it. We are all unique and have our unique paths. That being said, these energies come in to help facilitate change for those who need it and are ready for it. Sounds like a disclaimer, I know. Like this energy report could mean something months ago or in months to come for different people. But honoring your own path and honoring the paths of others will encourage the expansion of self and of all. This is exciting to me.

May 22 2019


Some more thoughts about shifting timelines. I wrote about it before, the idea of bringing the vibration of a desirable future into this now moment to create a new reality. I wrote about deleting old energies, patterns, and beliefs to make room for the new stuff but was thinking today about what else needs to happen.

While we can clear some major stuff, we may not be aware of all the aspects of ourselves attached to this particular timeline which means we will be attached to this timeline’s particular future until we do so.

We have anchors holding us back. We can ditch some of the weight off the side of the boat, but the anchors we have to reel in and we aren’t going any where until we do so.

They call this “fragmentation”.

An obvious example is the genius piano prodigy who is meant to take over the family restaurant. He can assert himself and go into music, or he can work on his spaghetti game and take the business to another level because he loves his family and their food. Either way, his spirit is fragmented.

One is holding back the other is our default conclusion. It’s causing lots of stress and we have to make a tough decision. How about put a piano in the restaurant? Can both co-exist? The new idea is to reel in the anchors, make peace with them, and move forward.

Addressing all these fragments of ourselves will bring us back to “wholeness”. We each have 100s of these anchors. We don’t have to cut them all, some can cruise with. From here we are no longer attached to that old timeline, nor the future of that timeline. We are creating a new one or shifting to the correct one.

This ties in with my last post because if we have wholeness, then unity and oneness will come next naturally.

May 21 2019

Forces of Nature

Some say we experience “contrast” so that we know which direction to go towards. We have to know and understand “bad” to really know where “good” is. Some say we are here to experience that full range of emotions and then learn from those experiences in order to evolve.

I cannot speak about mental disorders, nor is this about morality. I am just thinking about our dualistic nature and where it is going from here.

Good bad right wrong, black white. The spectrum of gray is uncomfortable but is also kinda of unifying. Like agreeing to disagree is still agreeing.

I know there are 1000s of topics, if not millions, where the gray area is not acceptable and it is possible that I am not speaking about this properly. But I just have an optimistic view that we as a people are evolving and that appreciation of others is happening.

I feel like things are being shaken up a lot lately causing our perspectives to widen. The old ways of thinking, the old regime, the dominant paradigm is hanging on for dear life. They are flexing with all their might and abusing whatever power they have left because they are sensing their days are numbered.

Really they are just providing more contrast which is waking up all these new found voices. A new system to accommodate all these voices will become the new reality of unification.

On the spiritual side of things, when we talk about “enlightenment” or “illumination” we are talking about Christ Consciousness or Buddha Consciousness or Krishna Consciousness or whatever you want, which is in basic essence, the service to others. As opposed to Luciferian Consciousness which is the service to self.

We can’t help anyone until we can help ourselves. This is why when your airplane is about to crash, they tell you to put on your oxygen mask first before you try to save your kid or whoever.

I am saying that through contrast we learned how to service ourselves, take care of ourselves, survive and figure out what we like and don’t like.

Through unity, we will learn service to others and enlightenment as a group. We are on the precipice on an epic new era. What a time to be alive.

May 21 2019

Tues 2 Tues

Energy Report for Tues 5/21 – Tues 5/27

Last week might’ve been more crazier for some of you than others. Hopefully it brought about some awareness.

This week take it easy if needed. You might be feeling drained. If you do, it means you received a lot. Relax and recuperate, drink lots of water and enjoy the new upgrades.

When light comes in, basically 3 things are happening. It is deleting old stuff, updating existing stuff, and installing new stuff. Use this week to reboot and take inventory.

Be careful about taking on too much this week. Take it easy and reset. Listen to your heart when making decisions or just put it off till next week if possible.

For some of you who can handle it, more light is coming in. This is a nutty time in history as the upgrades are accelerated like never before. So much so that there may be physical symptoms like pain and inflammation.

I am not a doctor, but if you are feeling tired, stressed, inflammed, and extra sensitive for seemingly no reason hit me up and let’s discuss. Our bodies are changing rapidly. It’s a trippy time for sure.